What I stand for

My friends keep asking why i cant just walk away
im addicted
to the pain, the stress, the drama
im addicted so i guess imma mess
cursed and blessed

Physical, Mentally Tired

I tried to make my day become meaningful but actually I was burned by them. The greatest thing for my vacation is actually to do nothing. When we are strongly willing to get something, the things are never come close to us. But who is able to let it go. I tried to reconnect, fix the problem, and this just takes me to the further. My status, its like watching a bottle falling on the ground and I can't help.

I back home and tell my mother: "Tomorrow I gonna stay home for dinner."
She pessimistically replies: "So what."