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迷失的感覺 一天半天並未能能弄清

思想複雜從來沒有令我的生活過得容易
只為自已或身邊的人帶來痛苦
怎至痛苦得變成一種病

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與其要別人跟我一起失落，我倒不如獨自承受. 


從來沒有任何人有義務去分享你的悲哀. 

Everybody changes

Sometimes I don't even notice the change of myself.

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對那以後的他來說，既沒有該去的場所也沒有該回的場所。-沒有色彩的多崎作 by 村上春樹

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凡事都總有盡頭。

Coffee Journey

It's almost half an year after I back to hk,  half of my memory was filled by coffee.

In such a small place like Hong Kong, surprisingly there are ton of coffee shops that I can never try them all.  Some of them are good, serious about coffee while some of them are not. The funniest part of tasting coffee is to discover new taste from different beans. I could imagine one day I would spend all of my money to travel in order to just taste coffee.

I can see the growth of myself from coffee. The first time I made coffee by myself was using the french press I bought in Paris. The coffee was watery, I think I have never finished a cup of it. But at that time I was thinking, Oh this is how coffee taste like. I don't even care about the roast day, where's the beans from. I just make the coffee and drink it.

After tasting a lot of shitty french press coffee and espresso made by myself everyday. I finally realize what I produce was just crap, completely crap.

With a job I can eventually invest some more money on the tool, a 3000$ grinder and a 2000$ espresso maker was suitable for a beginner like me. ( it's like i'm always a beginner even the money i put on coffee keeps increasing).

I keep searching for a taste that I like but I realize drinking coffee is different from anything. You will always want to keep tasting new beans and never end.

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After getting a job, I almost forgot here.

Even though it seems that is my ideal job but I figure out there is still some restriction
and maybe this is the adult's world.