Thanks giving

First of all, fuck it. I typed a long paragraph and mistakenly closed the browser. However, I insist to type out want I want to say in this cold lonely atmosphere pre thanks giving night.

Thanks Giving, holidays which supposed to be celebrated with family, as usual, I do it myself. Beers are so called stuff can take your emotion out but it seems kind of useless to me. I found myself drunk if the atmosphere is allowed, of cause the drug ( music) has certain effect too. I put down all my work, try to relax myself before rushing my homework through the holidays. Spending my night with this useless beer.

The difference between this thanks giving and the past- thanks giving is, my auntie gave me 10 thousand for xmas gift. Well, I'm appreciated, but I' don't really care cause I assert myself a aggressive person. Even though I don't have enough asset to purchase something, I eventually find a way to get it. So this amount would be paid for the rent. ( yes, not a exciting result)

Unless the thing I could never control is relationship between humans.

While these stupid stuffs flowing around into my head, my friend suddenly emotively share her certainly family problem to me. I think of my family suddenly..

Crap is over. Work, tolerance will be continued.